Hello. Me Again…
May 18, 2014

So this is the 1st post back in a couple years now. A lot has changed for me both personally and professionally. I’m a father now x3… I remember back when I was struggling to have #1 lol. God is great. God also told me in order to be a better dad, it was time to scale back on the things that weren’t tattooed on my heart… Like radio. Loved doing it, but between that or music, I was put here for music. Soul searching sometimes leads you on journeys deep into your inner self that reveal things you may not have been aware of before. I love all things music-related, and I love Ebony Brinson for the opportunity to enlighten myself as I helped my people grow physically, spiritually and mentally, but not everything you love is your purpose.


At some point I realized that you have to strive to be the VERY BEST you you can be, and other things might look and seem like they bring forth successes, but those are not life-long journeys or successes, only interim, seasonal success. At one point, I felt like I was being led away from music altogether in favor of a more “traditional” life as a full-time working dad in a nice suburban home with LITERALLY a white picket…. ok it’s not a white picket fence, but still…. Perfect utopia. Go to church every Sunday with my wife and kids, tithe. Come home, family time, football in the fall. I’ll just slowly sell off this iMac and equipment, move on. Simplicity. Only problem is, I’m not “traditional”. I walk around with bars in my head 24/7. See, I just made a hook right there… “24/7, got bars in my head…” This is me. I play with my kids and love em to death. I play with my wife and it leads to more kids. But when I’m not doing that, I’m empty without an outlet for all these words and ideas. Some people can go to a job and find fulfillment in punching a time clock, working overtime, performing a skill picked up from a trade, answering a phone, making a spreadsheet, etc. That mundane routine stuff. I just can’t. That ONE DAY the boss has a bad day and things roll downhill from there, I’ll be the one to think to myself, “Ok Jay why are you here again? You belong doing something that matters, not getting your ass handed to you for things beyond your control.” Like a reset button goes off.


And it’s just as much a curse as it is a gift… Maybe more of a curse. Everybody needs to feel like they’re felt, like they belong to and understood by somebody. So I can’t really find the words to explain how much importance this music thing plays in my life for the average person (or spouse) to really get the point across. But it is what it is. This is me. Some people go to a bar every Friday night and drink their ass off because that’s their pressure relief valve, and if it weren’t there they would be a pressure cooker and eventually explode. But it’s a “necessary evil”, and we all have 1 which makes us uniquely ourselves. This is mine. I get it now.


So what does it all mean??? It means I need to blog more (like every Sunday a blog posting will be here for the loyal subscribers who like the wordy posts I couldn’t fit onto Facebook). It means the music, videos, updates, upcoming events, etc. may be posted here, but in the interest that I may have younger audiences reading these, my posts will be largely of the “censored” or mild-natured variety (If you’re interest in uncensorship, go google search the rest of the music content or look up the rest of my links). But to sum it all up, it was a long journey to an end to have a new beginning. Here I come!




New Adventures Part II
November 28, 2012

So after doing my 1st radio interview (link here: Jay Biggz Interview with Diva Ebony B) with my girl Diva Ebony B aka Diva Mary Kay over the summer, I been studying up on the fine art of being a radio personality…. It’s pretty damn hard. You gotta keep the show moving AT ALL TIMES. Anywho, I was enough to have my grind and passion acknowledged by Ebony, so after keeping in touch with her, she was gracious enough to give me a special dedicated day for me to host a show in September… Space Age Jay Day! (link here: Space Age Jay Day on Step Ur Game Up Saturdays)

Funny how God works… I’m an artist, and I love music with my whole heart…. But doing radio gives me the opportunity to make my voice a routine presence in people’s lives. I had a really great time doing the show in September, mostly because I felt that it was the perfect platform to reach out and educate my people (Yeah I’m talkin to y’all) about things that affect them on the daily, but never get really discussed on a public forum or brought to light. My 1st couple of shows involved talking about a hormonal disorder in women known as PCOS (poly-cystic ovarian syndrome), which in short can affect a women’s ability to get pregnant, and interviewing an expert on another condition affecting women’s health known as hyperemesis gravidarum. I guess my heart is music, but philanthropy in public speaking is my glass of Rose’, lol. Thankfully, (and much love to her) Ebony B was so pleased with the direction of the show, we came to an agreement that I, alongside her, would be the regular co-host for her weekly Saturday evening show, “Step Ur Game Up Saturdays” on Diva Spot Radio. To be honest, I’m only about a month’s worth of  Saturdays and some change in, but I feel very comfortable in the role… I almost wanna say I know what I wanna do if music aint it for me.  Not to knock other people on internet radio, but the main thing I love about our show is creating a show that is uplifting, educational, spiritual, and yet STILL entertaining, where a lot of the other shows I’ve been on/heard were a lot of filler and/or disorganization and structured more like a DJ running a request-line than a radio show. Ebony and I are very dedicated to the supporting of independent artists (such as myself), but a large part of that commitment is properly preparing ourselves for that day, should we ever make it big… When the whole world is watching, you have to know what to say, when to say it, how to say it, and how the people are gonna react to what you’re saying…. Nothing simple about that. I am very appreciative of this opportunity to pursue the path into radio hosting/journalism, so thanks and love to Ebony and God. Y’all make sure y’all checking out Step Ur Game Up Saturdays every Saturday evening at 8PM EST/ 5 PM PST either on blogtalkradio.com/divaspot or by calling in (347)-850-1521!!! All my shows up to date :

SUGU Saturday 9-23-2012

SUGU Saturday 10-7-2012

SUGU Election Debate Show 10-14-2012

SUGU Presidential Debate Recap Show 10-28-2012

SUGU Saturday Interview with Sunset Terr 11-4-2012

SUGU Saturday with Special Guest @MoneymakinD

SUGU Saturday with Special Guest @HipHop247

SUGU Saturday The TRUE Meaning of Thanksgiving 11-25-2012